Though my soul may set in darkness,
It will rise in perfect light.
I have loved the stars too fondly
To be fearful of the night.
It’s just one of those days. I’m hypersensitive today and it feels like everyone is out to get me, like I’m swimming upstream.
I spent most of the afternoon crying over someone I used to be very close with, someone I’d like to be close to again, someone I can’t seem to please.
I offended someone with my post yesterday about Grey’s Anatomy. I do love it but not enough to loose a friend over.
I’ve been lectured once today, indirectly and silently reprimanded and had two less-than-stellar emails. I’ve had a headache all day and been told that I just need to get over everything that is bothering me.
And I will. I know that today is just one of those days and after all, tomorrow is another day. I also know that good things have happened today and that the bad should never over-shadow the good.
My close friends rallied around me when I was down. They told me that it would all be okay and that I was a strong person, just what I needed to hear. I talked to my nephew on the phone which always cheers me up. I had a good yoga practice. I got an Arbonne order, which is always good too. And, best of all, Delali kissed away my tears when I was crying.
Every cloud does have a silver lining and I do love the stars too fondly to be afraid of the dark. Writing that down makes me realize that, despite a few disappointments, despite more tears than I should have shed, today wasn’t really so bad as I had thought before.
After all, tomorrow is another day and it will be a good one. I know it.